What I want from you

Dear you, if in time.. I'd chose to commit myself to you, I want you to:

-listen to me. I hate repeating myself. Listen attentively not any lesser than your college prof - I hate repeating myself.
-be patient with my shaky ass (no pun intended, url how to twerk). I could be so indecisive annoying kind of girl. Debating court is a usual thing in my head.
-hold me down. My mind could go from 0 to 1billion nth in a second, hence, the shaky thing. I panic on simplest thing, I could use a slap sometimes. Which brings me to..
-never lift a hand on me. I cannot control my response. No matter how angry u might be, never hit me. I promise to do the same.
-NEVER let me go. I will break up with you, most of the time, but if I ask you to take me back - do it. Do it until you're out of reasons.
-be patient with me. I don't easily put my walls down.
-love my family. understand my complicated relp with them because if in time that I turn to u, I want you to remind me about my unconditional love for them.
-be excited when I share you my hopes and dreams. Nothing makes me happy than to feel a warmth of support from you. Make me feel invincible.
-push me. Push me to be better. I will do the same for you. Don't tolerate any mediocrity. Be my number 1 fan and worst critic.
-assurance. I'm addicted to it. Never forget the smallest things you do to me, I'll always look for that.

See, I have the capability to love you and trust you indefinitely. Be right for me this time.

Come on lets fall in love

It ain't that hard, right? After all were still the same person, or had the same body that inhibited that one true love tgat we once found in each other. In this day and age, society defines relationship are complicated. Remember that night that we agree we will be in this together? I long to be with that person again: the one who will clear all my doubts and welcome me with open heart. Months passed and I can't still moved on. I need you back.

Till the next time

That stare you gave me. It's strange yet familiar. I got easily comfortable being around you though I've got my walls up high - boundaries. The question has never changed. But this time, I'm the one bearing it. And I crave for the assurance, I'm addicted to it. I'm still drunk with the thought that we will still be together; when our roads are glittering with diamonds. Do we need to work this through apart? I'm out of reasons, all I know is I want you back. All those rationale and logical reasoning that kept me grounded are thrown out of the window. Whenever you're near, I just want to hug you and never let go; Seize the moment and make every seconds count. I can hold on to the memories and relive every sequence in my head, but nothing excites me than to see you again. Till the next time..

Love shouldn't...

Love is not a confusion that drive u nuts. A lil mystery and wondering here and there is fine. Love is not a bewilderment game. Love shouldn't make u worry if your text message gets s response or wonder if that person will place that call just because you were told so past before she hurriedly cut the call. Love shouldn't make you feel afraid to look into ones eyes cuz you're scared to find out that after you opened every bits of u her reaction is "damn, this person is fvcked up". Love shouldnt make u uncomfortable with urelf that you hate how u try to be perfect but always end up messing ur act. What's the point of loving if you're a dummy anyway. Love shouldn't allow you to negotiate abt the terms cuz love is not an obligation, it's a commitment. Love shouldn't make you feel that you're getting so little yet you're giving you're over the top; It's a 2 way street, it should be equal, or almost, at least.
And even if despite of these and those somewhere in between reasons you still feel that it's all worth it, or that love makes you stay... Love shouldn't make you give up. (screw you heart!)

So many fish in the sea

Gee.. in this day and age, it's easy to find and get one. Each offers a different shades but surely none of them will and can make me feel jumpy and excited every time my phone rings. They can offer a different taste of thrill but none of them can make my heart beats faster and slower at the same time. They offer a promising adrenaline kicking excitement but they can never come close to the euphoria that you're giving me.

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Hmm.

Fall 3.1

Must be his perfect smile.
Or cud be the twinkle in his eye.
Maybe his beautiful mind.
He's really one of a kind.

The way he talks, it flaunts it all.
His thoughtful gesture leaves no flaw.
Warm, masculine skin hypens my senses.
With every kiss he leaves me breathless!

The glow in his hair as the moon beam
Cast behind him.
That lingering scent of his skin,
Lure me to adjust closer.
And his sitting angle makes me want to hug him.

His mere presence makes my night perfect.
Just sitting beside him & felt contented.
How awesome indeed to feel for him this way.
To fell harder for the same person in every single way.

-djDiosahkc 07/05/2012

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