Blue French horn

So I watched the show we always watch together, every piece of the story somewhat correlates to what we have, what we used to and what we once believed in.


So in the part where Marshall wants Ted to chase Robin, he said somewhere along the lines of...


If this is 8 years ago, I will jump into a cab and steal the Blue french horn. But right now, it's not how it works anymore.

It makes me sad to think that try as I might, I cannot feel the same love I once have for you.. it's terrible and heartbreaking that every time I open my heart to you, you'll open my eyes and see that you and I are in a different state of our life where our goals don't met - a truly irreconcilable indifference.


Then he continue saying,

I'm always in a hurry, like everything is urgent. I'm not going anywhere, she's not going anywhere.. if it's going to happen, it'll happen. What's the rush?



But you see, I might only use these phrase to turn you down gently. I'm sorry.

[Future] date me in a coffee shop

I wanna get high with you on caffeine and experience the lows as we crash down.

Feel our hearts beat faster and slower at the same time

be extremely energetic like no one can hold us down

I wanna see your eyes dilate like you're in a candy shop, feel the adrenaline rush rising up.

we'll share stories and inside joke over the cup of coffee and you, just right across the table

exchanging smiles sweeter than latte; our face beaming and basking at the sun dawn

i'll be holding your hands when you palpitate cuz i know you cant hold your caffeine down

and who wants to go down from this height? Im sure neither of us.

Have a date with me on a cafe because I want to feel this is real,

just like how the kick of the coffee makes me feel that I conquer the world,

I feel the same when I'm with you, actually a thousand fold.