Come on lets fall in love

It ain't that hard, right? After all were still the same person, or had the same body that inhibited that one true love tgat we once found in each other. In this day and age, society defines relationship are complicated. Remember that night that we agree we will be in this together? I long to be with that person again: the one who will clear all my doubts and welcome me with open heart. Months passed and I can't still moved on. I need you back.

Till the next time

That stare you gave me. It's strange yet familiar. I got easily comfortable being around you though I've got my walls up high - boundaries. The question has never changed. But this time, I'm the one bearing it. And I crave for the assurance, I'm addicted to it. I'm still drunk with the thought that we will still be together; when our roads are glittering with diamonds. Do we need to work this through apart? I'm out of reasons, all I know is I want you back. All those rationale and logical reasoning that kept me grounded are thrown out of the window. Whenever you're near, I just want to hug you and never let go; Seize the moment and make every seconds count. I can hold on to the memories and relive every sequence in my head, but nothing excites me than to see you again. Till the next time..

Love shouldn't...

Love is not a confusion that drive u nuts. A lil mystery and wondering here and there is fine. Love is not a bewilderment game. Love shouldn't make u worry if your text message gets s response or wonder if that person will place that call just because you were told so past before she hurriedly cut the call. Love shouldn't make you feel afraid to look into ones eyes cuz you're scared to find out that after you opened every bits of u her reaction is "damn, this person is fvcked up". Love shouldnt make u uncomfortable with urelf that you hate how u try to be perfect but always end up messing ur act. What's the point of loving if you're a dummy anyway. Love shouldn't allow you to negotiate abt the terms cuz love is not an obligation, it's a commitment. Love shouldn't make you feel that you're getting so little yet you're giving you're over the top; It's a 2 way street, it should be equal, or almost, at least.
And even if despite of these and those somewhere in between reasons you still feel that it's all worth it, or that love makes you stay... Love shouldn't make you give up. (screw you heart!)

So many fish in the sea

Gee.. in this day and age, it's easy to find and get one. Each offers a different shades but surely none of them will and can make me feel jumpy and excited every time my phone rings. They can offer a different taste of thrill but none of them can make my heart beats faster and slower at the same time. They offer a promising adrenaline kicking excitement but they can never come close to the euphoria that you're giving me.

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Hmm.

Fall 3.1

Must be his perfect smile.
Or cud be the twinkle in his eye.
Maybe his beautiful mind.
He's really one of a kind.

The way he talks, it flaunts it all.
His thoughtful gesture leaves no flaw.
Warm, masculine skin hypens my senses.
With every kiss he leaves me breathless!

The glow in his hair as the moon beam
Cast behind him.
That lingering scent of his skin,
Lure me to adjust closer.
And his sitting angle makes me want to hug him.

His mere presence makes my night perfect.
Just sitting beside him & felt contented.
How awesome indeed to feel for him this way.
To fell harder for the same person in every single way.

-djDiosahkc 07/05/2012

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Moving On 101

Eto na naman, move on! Matatawa yung makaka relate sa mga pinagsa sabi ko for sure. Hirap naman kasi i-explain ang love, ayun tuloy ang hirap i-explain san mo sisimulang mag move on.

Bakit ba kasi may mga taong ganon? Oo ikaw yung nag alis ng letrang G sa salitang PAG ASA! Kapit lang sa natitirang “sana”. Hirap kalimutan eh, O sadyang human nature na natin yung pagta tama ng mali kaya try and try until you die ang eksena.  

Ilang beses mo na ba psinych yung sarili mo na “naka move on na ko” Ilang tao na yung sinagot mo na “ok lang ako, adik!” sabay deadma sa mapang husgang tingin nila para lang maiwasan yung sunod na tanong o kantyaw. Na master mo na yata ang segway. Eto pa masaklap, Ilan beses ka na rin nagising ng parang hinihiwa yung dibdib mo sa saket? O umiyak para lang makatulog tas pag gising mo umiiyak ka pa rin dahil sa puchang panaginip mo na “kayo” na parang kahapon lang talaga, literal. Ilang beses ka na napa iling sa mga eksenang nanahimik ka sabay may bagay na biglang makakapagpa alala sayo sa kanya. Ilang barkada mo na ang nag sakripisyo ng atay nila para lang samahan kang magpaka lunod sa sakit habang lumalangoy sila sa luha mo?

Sa dami, di mo na mabilang. Tanong ko lang.. ilang beses pa ba? Kahit sya pa yung nagpapa saya sayo, I let go mo na lang, wag mo na hintayin na puro sakit na lang nararamdaman mo. Walang gamot sa pagiging tanga kundi ang pagku kusa.

Sa pagmu move on, maraming goals. Una kalimutan mo yung pagmama mahal mo sa kanya, hindi yung tao! Sinong niloko? Lika untog kita sa pader para instant – retrograde amnesia. Real talk, naging part sya ng buhay mo eh.. di mo mabubura yun unless i-take mo yung togmoron1000mg. Actually di lang naman about sa feelings eh, yung parte ng sarili mo na nawala nung iniwan ka nya. Sabe ko exage yung nung iniwan mo ko, gumuho ang mundo ko na phrase, di pala. Parang kulang yung kilos mo sa araw araw kasi nasanay ka na gawin yung mga bagay kasama sya: Icelebrate yung lil achievements mo, Iplano yung weekend nyo o bakasyon sa ganto, panoorin to, kaen ng ganto sa ganyan, blah blah blah. Mahirap kasi I shift yung lifestyle mo pabalik sa dati kasi naka move on na yung mundo, ikaw na lang hindi. Oo, tipong wala na sya pero yung feeling mo sa kanya andun pa rin.

Di naman talaga siguro nila tayo gustong masaktan at iwan, it’s just.. sa kanila, mas mahal nila yun. Ganun talaga e, dun ka sa magiging Masaya ka. Kahit tayo din naman siguro kung tayo yung nasa sitwasyon nila.

Para sa mga nagmu move on: Tanggapin mo na lang. Ngitiian mo na lang yung mga memories nyo, distansya ka muna sa mga kanta/lugar/bagay at mga taong nakaka pagpa alala sa inyo. Madali mag move on pag may someone special ka na pero payo lang.. Love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.

Sa mga naka move on na, “Congrats! Repeat until convinced. “

At pano nga ba malalaman kung nka move on ka na? Walang signs, you will just know. Tipong ide dedicate mo na yung song nyo sa bago mo, mae enjoy mo n yung sunrise habang ka holding hands mo yung bago mo, familiar feeling ng pgka kilig mo  and the like, kasi 3,5,10 years from now magi iba na taste mo. Nothing is permanent in this world, makuntento ka na lang as to where “your forever” leads you. Ganun talaga, di lang kasi puro saya ang pagmamahal, sakripisyo at sakit din. Pero di ka naman talo if you love completely. Sabe ko nga, ang true love, para sa matatapang lang. Hey warrior, hinihintay ka na ng kasunod nya.. bilisan mo! Good luck! J